Help

I had forgotten that at our last dinner together we were going to start blogging again.  Too bad that I forgot because maybe then I would have started doing well with the other stuff we decided to do also.  We agreed to $1 a day for each day that we did myfitness and stayed under calories.  Well I have been so out of control that I have not even tried to count.  I do not want to go there and when I don't I go to the fridge and the store, etc, etc.  So far I have not even earned one $.  What is up with that.  I am up 4 pounds since November 8th.  Help!!!